Adhura hu mai (a love story)

pyar
,mohabbat
aur ishq
duniya ki best feeling…
jo i think har insaan ko ho hi jati hai kisi na kisi se
jo mujhe bhi ho gaya pari numa ladki se
lakin kehte hai na har love story mai pange hote hai  meri mai kuch zyada hi the…
mujhe lagta tha jo filmo mai dekhaya jata hai wahi pyar hai lakin pyar to uss se bhi zyada pyara aur khoobsurat hota hai…..
to seeda aata hu point par baat aaj se 5 saal purani hai 2010 ki…mai 10th mai tha, school ka pehla din tha…
hamari class mai naye students aye the soo school ka pehla din to boring hota hi hai…lakin itne mai hi ek new girl ne class mai entry li….
mai ne jab use dekha to jaise mera waqt wahi teher gaya ho…
school dress mai bhi kitni pyari lag rahi thi wo….
uski ankhe,
uski smile,
uske zulfe,
uski ada
jaise meri jaan le rahe the..
use dekh ke aisa laga ke ye wahi ladki hai jisse khuda ne sirf mere liye banaya hai….
sirf mere liye
mai to uski entry pae hi lut gaya….
wo class mai ayi aur 3 raw ke 2 bench pe baith gayi..
jaha se wo mujhe aasani se nazar aa rahi thi…
poori classes mai use dekhta raha, uski awaaz
uski baate
uska hasna
uska bolna
pal pal ghayal kar raha tha mujhe….
school ki bell hui aur wo bheed mai kahi gayab ho gayi…
meri ankhe uski ko talaash kar rahi thi…
Esa lag raha tha jaise mai tanha khada hu..
dusre din jab wo ayi to aur bhi khoobsurat lag rahi thi,
ab to mera routine ho gaya tha use roz dekna…
lakin shayad usne ye sab notice nai kiya….
ab to raato ki neend aur chen wo le gayi thi….
na bhookh lagthi na hi neend, kisi aur hi duniya mai khoya rahta mai jaha sirf mai aur wo hai
ooh sorry ( naam hi nai bataya maine)
farha uska naaam uski hi tarha pyara aur khoobsurat….
pata nai kya ho gaya tha mujhe akele hi muskutra
use yad karke to kabhi udaas ho jata ye soch kar ke kahi mai use kho na do…
ye sab mera sath pehli bar ho raha tha mujhe to nai pata tha ke ye kya tha laikn mere kameene dost se pata chala ke yahi to pyar hai jisme insaaan apne aap ko bhi bhul jata hai kisi ek ladki ke liye,
sooo pyar ,
mohabbat
aur ishq
hogaya tha mujhe farha se lakin use kaise batao ke wo mere liye kya ban chuki hai….
ab wo koi aam ladki nai thi
wo meri mohabbbat,
mera junnon,
meri zindagi,
meri har sans ban chuki thi
lakin use iss baat ki khabar bhi nai thi…
use kaise batao ke uski muskurahat mere dil mai qayamat lati hai kaise batao???
use apne dil ki baat kehne ki kabhi himmat hi nai hui…
aur meri love story wahi ki wahi tehar gayi laikin ooper wale ke yaha dher hai ander nai….
ek din achanak usne hi mujhse meri histry book mangi mai to mujhe to jaise 440 watt ka shock laga ho…
ke ek pari mujhse meri book mangne ayi hai…
mai ne use apni book dedi ye alag baat hai ki wo incomplete thi….
kuch der bad wo ayi aur gusse mai book mere bench pe rakhi aur kaha ke aapki book to incomplete hai….
laikn mere muh se ek lafz bhi nai nikla….
aur itne mai hi bell hui aur wo chahli gayi…
aur mai apni bewakoofi pe hasta raha….
ab to mujhe kal ka intizaar tha ke kab wo aye aur kab us se milo…
isliye subha waqt se pehle hi school pohunch gaya…
lakin ye time lagta hai aaj kuch zyada hi slow chal raha tha…
wait karta raha karta raha….
aakhir mujhe meri mehnat ka phal mil hi gayi…
wo aa gayi roz ki tarha cute lag rahi thi…
uske aate hi mai ne kaha
‘im sorry’ sirf itna hi bol paya…
.use shayad thoda ajeeb laga hoga i think so…
.roz ki tarha claass start hui class ke baad hum yar dost log mazak masti kar rahe the ki wo mere paas ayi aur apni histry book mere haato mai de kar chali gayi….
mai to shock mai hi rah gaya …..
nxt day maine use book wapis di aur thanx kaha aur hum friends bann gaye ab to roz us se baate ho hi jati thi…
mai use dekh ke muskurata tha wo bhi smile paas karti mai buhat khush tha…
laikn iss bech hamari aanual exam bhi aana tha jisne meri love story ki band baja di to aaj tak baj rahi hai…
farha to busy ho gayi studies mai lakin mai nai ho paa rah tha
bas usi ka khayal aata tha..
usi ka chehra ankho ke samne aa jata tha…
jaise taise kar ke exams to ho hi gayi…
aur mai last pepar ke baad mai ne ye decide kiya ke aaj to use bol hi dunga aur uske exam haal ke bahar ja ke tehar gaya…
aur wo apne frndz k sath aa rahi thi,, jaise jaise wo nazdeek aati meri dil ki dhadkane tez hone lagti…finally wo aa pohchi mai ne pocha kaisa raha papr usne kaha good…mai buhat nervous tha laikn aaj bolna hai tha…
usne mujhe nervous dekh ke pocha kya hua????
tumhe kuch kehna hai kya???
iss se pehle mai kuch bolta uska bhai aa gaya use lene aur wo bina kuch bole hi bye keh ke chali gayi…...
wahi tehra raha apni bebasi pe rota hua…
socha nxt time bata dunga lakin qismat ne mera sath nai diya or wo kisi aur sheher chali gayi aage ki studies ke liye aur mai adhura rah gaya use ye bhi nai bata paya ke wo kya ban chuki hai mere liye…adhura hua mai…shayad wo ye story padh lea, shayad wo samaj le ke us din main use kya kehne wala tha